Sometimes I wonder if I am the most hopeless fucked up in the world. i can't even park a bike cos i'm too weak (or stupid) to pull it back up. Then again, i'm overestimating myself. the world is so big, wat gives me the idea i can win that title when there are more fuckedups than i thought. I'll head back for more lessons and humiliation no doubt, and grit my teeth real hard. I'm making the female species lose face sia.