my period is almost over. YAY! so what.
why am i still doing odd jobs huh? considering tutoring is not a career, it kills my brain cells, all dull work does, i try to bring in fun but i know it's not getting me anywhere, i wanna go to UK on working holiday visa, i know it's yet another coverup for not wanting any aims. i won't go for the puppet workshop which costs $200 for 4 sessions, not tat the costs put me off, i know i've lost that excitement, hence it'll be a waste of time even if its free. all these times i scrimped, ground my teeth as i tutored lessons after lessons, trying to make up the $6k for the visa application. i wonder if i have any more motivation and guts left to go UK after getting enough cash. i love the numbing temp officework for a change. can i really be a hobo traveller?